“Could I run from this illumination..?”

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“Could I run from this illumination..?

I looked at the sky above, me, but there was only darkness. It was the start of my own mind swallowing me whole, destroying me in my own sadness. The total silence of atmosphere around me hurt my ears more than anything, I couldn't recognize the sound of my own voice. Life was passing by, Time was leaving me behind, with no such good memories I ever awaited, I figured out, I had two options, now is time I can have only these two options, I could either lie there, and be swallowed, or get up and start running in search of my life, in search of my dream. If I was to be swallowed, would I ever be needed by anymore, masses remains me in their memories..? Would I ever find out if I could succeed...? Would it be alright if I gave in, right there and then, The darkness was all around me now. I should probably get up, I thought, It occurred to me that I knew I could get up, Out of curiosity, I watched the depression come towards me. All my sad memories dragged themselves forward, desperately trying to hold me back. I know, I understand. Failing scares me, scare me a lot, and more than ever, But I should be more scared of what could happen if I don't try. I need to try my hardest. I need to run faster than I ever had. I need to live, and dream, and get out of my own hell. I need to stop digging my own grave. I need to try it one more time , I tried this time a little more harder and I was up and ready to follow my dreams again.

“In my life experiences and the path I traveled, I've seen many better days , but I've also seen worse, I don't have had everything that I want but I do have all that I have needed, I woke up with some aches and pains, but I really try to woke up, my life may not be perfect like else, but I'm blessed to rise and dream.”

Failing again and again are the most fearful part of life, but getting up and moving every-time is called “LIFE”.

तू गिरता है, गिरता मैं भी हूँ,

गिरता सब कोई यहाँ पर है,

बस हमको इतना सा ही करना है,

की उठ कर फिर से चल देना है।

Note -: (The last four, hindi lines, adopted from a seminar that I attended)

Regards

Dhitendra

Keep Smiling :-)